I didn’t want this

I know i’ve done this before, but this is a post I NEVER thought i’d end up writing. This is a message directed to another former friend.

I tried to work out how long we’d been friends. Must be close to 18 years or something like that. All gone, over what was a joke (yes…..you might not believe it, but me doing what I did WAS a joke). Hindsight is a wonderful thing.

I’ve had fallings out with friends before, a couple of them more than once. One I was able to resolve, one i wasn’t. The one that I wasn’t, wasn’t really a big deal. Losing you as a friend however, was a big deal. It still hurts a lot, and upsets me now. That’s the main reason i’m writing this post. I’ve tried e-mailing, texting, and even phoning, but it seems you’ve decided you’re done with me for good.

I guess in future, i’ll have to seriously think before accepting anyone as a friend, to make sure they don’t inflict the same pain on me that you have.

There are a lot of other things I considered writing, but decided not to, as they WOULD have turned into personal attacks, which i don’t want to do.

I guess i’ve still got it in my head that we could sort this out, even though you’ve made it clear by your lack of response that we can’t.

Shame.

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